DELAYYYY!

OHHHH MYYY GAWWDD!!!!!!
Its been sooo longggg since my last post.september was it??
I seriously apologize for the delay.
most of them have been complaining.Well im actually superduper lazy to type and post on whats going on and alll but theres plenty of updates.Will try to keep non updating from now haha.

UPDATES!
FAMILIA
-Abg fendi and kak eju's wedding was awesome thought with the slight chaos and drama right.
-Preparation for kak lina's wedding!
-BBM-ing with cousins especially aboy,syapiq n daus(annoying)
-Isha' upsr results.it was moderate but whatever it is,im proud of her.
-Alissa's talkative nowdays like seriously,she wouldnt even stop babbling.
-Went out with aboy,daus,syapiq and azwan for snooker for the first time kat MMU!yeahhh finallyyy!!!!!!



FRIENDS
-Alesha's SURPRISE SWEET SIXTEEN POOL PARTY!it was amazingly arranged by jay and biha.had a blast with my dolls and guys!spend time with them till like late mid.everyone was there,like basicly most of them!<3333
-Most of them have their own partners to be with now.
EG:- azam & wiwin
iskandar & fatin najwa
izeri & ______
nabil & offielia
& plenty more!
-Been sharing loads of stories with my best buds ever.
-Went for Aileen's 15th birthday.Hitched a ride with amida since we live nearby.NINJA ASSASIN was freaked me out man!
-Went for dinner with my dolls,ALESHA & BIHA in old town cafe.we basicly talked about our love probs.GNO ;)
-Been making myself mingling around with everyone and NOT to stick to one!im an all rounder kann..haha.
-Got closer to quite a number of peeps since SCHOOL CAMP!


SCHOOL!
-SCHOOL CAMP!haaa,OUTWARD BOUND SCHOOL YAW!
When we first arrived,i told me self that its gonna be okay,but as things moved on slowy,i realized that its not going to be fine.I hold my self up UNTIL the kayaking day.goddamit!kayaked for like 15 km to another island??yaww,its a "pleasure experience".Throwing ourselves,10 people into one tent?oh god,i can barely breathe!plus the heavy rain adds it up on the dirty and yucky ground.The next morning,i had to like poo.Lucking,i finally grabbed some random korean girl since she had to poo tooo!what a day!haha.The next day was whaling.At first we all thought its like wayyyy better than kayak but turns out that our perception was definately wrong!We had to go through the stromy and heavy rain.In the end of the day,it was a good exprience to keep though.Overall,i couldnt let go of the fact that everyone was in hunger till when i took out a packet of biscuits,everyone came rushing down to our dorm trying to grab the biscuits and junkfood.Basicly most of them.Even the boys who came to the balcony,its hilarious!haha.Not to forget to,OUR LATE NIGHT TALK:OLIVIA,AMIDA,MAISARAH,HOPE & RACHEL KIEW!(MY GOSSIP PARTNERS).Most of the juicy stories spilled every night.HEH.love you guyss <333

-On the other side,been busy with journalism club thingi.We were producing RANDOM READ.Had to stay back most of the days.Tiring,but feels fun though.I keep my self busy to keep me away from thinking about my probs.

-3 IN 1 CELEBRATION!supposed to perform but luckily they cancled lst minute!i was so happy that i dont have to dance with the yr 7s !haha.debbie was amazingly good!

-Parents' day!!!Mamam went to see most of the teachers.Some gave good comments and some were giving bad impact about me =(
The hardest time was convincing datin christine about changing me back to EFL.She said i have to put alot of effort.Must hang around with rajin people.GOnna get myslef convinced!!!

2nd week of new school

Mutiara International Grammar School.

What can i say about it after spending my days there?
Its obviusly different than what i used to have in terms of education,socials and enironment.
Its more loneliner than what i used to have.Maybe its because im so used to be surrounded with my superextraordinary cool friends and i thought i was at my comfort zone.
Hell ya,no more longer!!!
Its a drastic change,especially at this age,when im already a teen.Having changes in life gives impact.

Oh well,let me just sort out the main peak of these two week.
-first day was awkward
-went to the library like every recess,depends on elianne and elisha if i actually bump onto them.
-PE lesson was fun.(hanged out with Elianne,Elisha,Hannah & Bahar)
-Interhouse soccer match,SAPPHIRE won!yeahhh!
-First class of history sucks,but now im catching up.
-Had hard time catching with Mr Fulton's accent.
-Business class was fun,because Mr Shiraz makes jokes unlike other teachers(including Mr Bradfield)
-Got invitation to Tengku Amida's Party
-Started talking to most of them,blending in.
-Actually found a guy who has the similar characterictics of TAZ!!its so random that he even smells like him too!
-Chemistry experiments were fun!its a total major different experiments.
-On Sunday,went out with nashriq,alesha & hamzah to KLCC and we watched FINAL DESTINATION 4!hell ya,its unbarable!but the important part is that i got to meet them!=)

Peeps,i actually do have more to spill but the time wont allow since i have ICT slide to be done for tmrw's class.Will update you guys soon!

Love you guys till death,
xoxo,

ASHA <3

This is what i am now

Broken-hearted Girl

You’re everything I thought you never were
And nothing like I thought you could’ve been
But still you live inside of me
So tell me how is that?

You’re the only one I wish I could forget
The only one I’d love to not forgive
And though you break my heart, you’re the only one
And though there are times when I hate you
Cause I can’t erase
The times that you hurt me
And put tears on my face
And even now while I hate you
It pains me to say
I know I’ll be there at the end of the day

I don’t wanna be without you babe
I don’t want a broken heart
Don’t wanna take a breath with out you babe
I don’t wanna play that part
I know that I love you
But let me just say
I don’t want to love you in no kind of way no no
I don’t want a broken heart
And I don’t wanna play the broken-hearted girl…No...No
No broken-hearted girl
I’m no broken-hearted girl

Something that I feel I need to say
But up to now I’ve always been afraid
That you would never come around
And still I want to put this out
You say you’ve got the most respect for me
But sometimes I feel you’re not deserving me
And still you’re in my heart
But you’re the only one and yes
There are times when I hate you
But I don’t complain
Cause I’ve been afraid that you would've walk away
Oh but now I don’t hate you
I’m happy to say
That I will be there at the end of the day

I don’t wanna be without you babe
I don’t want a broken heart
Don’t wanna take breath with out you babe
I don’t wanna play that part
I know that I love you
But let me just say
I don’t want to love you in no kind of way no no
I don’t want a broken heart
And I don’t wanna play the broken-hearted girl...No…No
No broken-hearted girl

Now I’m at a place I thought I’d never be…Oooo
I’m living in a world that’s all about you and me…yeah
Ain't gotta be afraid my broken heart is free
To spread my wings and fly away
Away With you
yeah yeah yeah, ohh ohh ohh

I don’t wanna be without my baby
I don’t wanna a broken heart
Don’t want to take a breath with out my baby
I don’t wanna play that part
I know that I love you
But let me just say
I don’t want to love you in no kind of way..No..No
I don’t want a broken heart
I don’t wanna play the broken-hearted girl..No..No..
No broken-hearted girl
Broken-hearted girl No…no…
No broken-hearted girl
No broken-hearted girl

Its not easy

2 am, 8 AUGUST 2009

Its unspoken.I dont even know where to begin.Its like the plane comes crashing and broke me into small pieces.But ever since then,it all makes sense now of how youve been acting so weirdly for the past few months.I never thought this would happen especially when i need you the most.Its been a year knowing that youre near me and now not anymore.How can i ever live without you near me?You are my oxygen and now youre taking it away from me.

I just went blanked when you told me that youre not going to be anywhere near me anymore.You said you will be there for me whenever I need you,what happens now?

Youre the reason I look up to every day.I wake up every morning with a smile on my face after having a good dream about you and me.I don’t see darkness on my side anymore.Im horizontally slunting to the bright side of me.

Everyday,I see you walking down the school hallway.You’re all I see at the front door of your class.When youre about to play for the school team,ill be there cheering for you hoping you’ll come back with a medal on your hand.Now,who do I cheer for?When I see you across in your classroom,sleeping like a baby during the lessons,I feel so calm until teacher comes and wake you up.Now,who do I look at?When youre caught up with a fight with others,I couldn’t sleep t he night worrying about how you’ve been on the other side?are you okay?did you actually got hurt?Now,whom should I worry about?When we go to the movies,all I want to do is be beside you and hold your arms when im frighten.Now,who do I hold?When you’ve got low grades on your exams,when youre down,im the one who always motivate you to look forward on the next step and never give up.Now,who do I give advice to?When youre having problems,im the one you tell the most.Now,who is going to tell me their problems?ITS JUST NOT ME ANYMORE!NOT MEE!!!!

I still remember the days we had together,ups and downs.I still remember when we were at carls jr,you put your hands around me.You were so close to me as if there isn’t even a little gap between us.You followed me when I need to refill the drinks you grabbed the cup away from my hand.I feel safe whenever im around you like I don’t have to worry about life outside.When im with you,all I can do is smile and watch.

Now that youre away,I feel like my life ends with a fullstop.Theres no continuation anymore.All I can say for now is all the best there and hope youre happy with your new life.Ill live mine too here.Im beginning a new life in my new school too.Hopefully,with this two seperatw ways,I can go on my everyday life though without you.I’ll have to say,no matter whom im with,no matter if I found a new guy,my heart will always say that ITS YOU.I promise that.I really hope that this distance will still make us close no matter what happens.I REALLY DO DEEPLY LOVE YOU.

(sorry if this post is slightly dramatic but im in pain so im just letting out on what I feel)

ALWAYS LOVE YOU,

ASHA

SICKO!

I,Zalikha Arisha would like to make an annoucement that IM SICK!IM SUPER DUPERLY SICK!

Dont get shocked of what i just said,im actually not feeling well.Running nose,cough,headache and sleepy.Dont say SELSEMA BABI!!touchwood yea!Aghh tired of getting sick.Keep on coughing and nose block.Doctor,i need you A.S.A.P!Friends in school keep saying i have that swime flue disease,not fair la!

Other than that,today,ana,affy,lea and maktok came by to take their dress for the engagement day.Didnt have the energy to go psycho with them again.Sorry yea!We'll have the whole Saturday night to ourselves.

Thats all for today.Got to get back to homework and texting.

Till the next post,
XOXO,
ASHA =)

27th June 2009

As it was supposed to be a school day but my friends and i decided not to go as there will be a fake "wedding celebration",BORING!So woke up around 9 ish and had breakfast as normal.I skippied tution as well hee ;).Mama went for isha's report card day.Papa was supposed to go but he couldnt resist sleeping.HAHA.

Around 1 ish,Papa came into my room and said "Ika,mandi now we're going to klcc before isha comes back from tuition".Then i quickly rushed and cause i know the hell whats gonna happen if papa gets ready in the car first.Damn the noise of the honk will be continously non stop tilli get down.I just grabbed anythings that was popped out from my closet in a rush.5 minutes before i even got down,papa called my cell and said"IKA COME DOWN NOW OR ILL LEAVE YOU".The heck,i speeded down the staircase and hopped into the car without my shoes.DAMNN,had to run up again and grab a pair of shoes.

When i got in the car,papa was like we have to wait for isha until she finishes her tution at 3!i was in hunger and its only arounf 1.30 and we have to wait till 3?aarrghh then only fact i hate when isha has tuiton on weekends.its supposed to be family day outt!So we went around and round and round.We first went to ampng grocers then BMW showcase followed by furniture shop near ampg.

After picking isha up,we went to pavillion for lunch,Madam Kwan at 3.30!!!I ate like a pig!haha.While eating i got a text from nashriq,"Ika,tonight movie jom?".I got excited cause we were supposed to go out for a movie a day before but tak jadi.So he called to ask a favour to buy tickets first since im there.We wanted to watch transformers but the hell all tickets are sold out until mondayy!HOW CRAZY IS THAT?While lining up to get tickets,i bumped onto hamzah he was about to watch a movie.So he met papa and they talked for bit.Since all tickets for transformers were sold out,hamzah decided to watch either night at the museum 2 or the last house on the left.Then he asked,"Movie malam kan,nak tengok cerita seram atau kelakar,then apa lagi cerita seram laa ahah".So i bought 6 tickets for the last house on the left for me,nashriq,nazrin,alesha,hamzah and amin at 9.20 pm.

Since the movie is at night,papa decided for me to go home first.So we got back and i had a quick shower.After maghrib,nashriq came and pick me up.I was so depressed when i found out the "HE" is not coming.My eyes started tear.I was really hoping that its going to be one of my best nights with him after such a long time.Its all gone,GONE I TELL YOU!Sha tried to calm me down in the car and tried to cheer me up before we reach.We met hamzah at dome and waited for the rest to come.We entered the cinema 10 minutes late to skip the advertisement.Genius Hamzah!haha.The movie was frightening since it involves alot of killing and blood!NOT MY THING!After the movie,we walked around pavillion and played dare since it was so empty and dark.Nashriq dared me to walk to the center of pavillion alone and i did it!We left pavillion around 11.45 and hamzah dropped me home around 12 ish.So the story of the day ends here.Overall,on the bright sight im happy cause get to hang out with friends till late night but on the dark sight,was mostly hoping he was there so i would even enjoy.But its okay maybe there will be another time right?Things happen for certain reasons and ill have to take it in a positive way.

here it ends till i blog again,
XOXO,
ASHA <3

100 truths about me!

WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage: iced tea
2. Last phone call: nashriq
3. Last text message: alesha
4. Last song you listened to:butterfly-miley cyrus
5. Last time you cried: yesterday,when i found out he wasnt coming =(

HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice: ermm
7. Been cheated on: yes
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: havent got my first kiss yet loves lol
9. Lost someone special: yeah and i miss him
10. Been depressed: yeap
11. Been drunk and threw up: dont drink :)

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:
12. black
13. white
14. blue

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)
15. Made a new friend: definately
16. Fallen out of love: found and lost
17. Laughed until you cried: yes.
18. Met someone who changed you: not yet i think.
19. Found out who your true friends were: yeah.
20. Found out someone was talking about you: yes.
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: nohh XD
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: most of them.
23. How many kids do you want?: 2,3 or 4 (:
24. Do you have any pets?: NEVER!
25. Do you want to change your name: nope :P
27. What time did you wake up today: around 9 Am? lol
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: was in pavillion with friends for movie ;)
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: saturday!
30. Last time you saw your Mother: like 2 seconds ago.
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: maybe the things that ive regret doing when i was young.(personal)
32. What are you listening to right now: one and the same- selena gomez and demi lavato <3
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom:like myspace's owner?haha
34. What's getting on your nerves right now: he's not replying my text!ughh
35. Most visited webpage: facebook & youtube.
36. Whats your real name: Zalikha Arisha Zulkifli (:
37. Nicknames: asha,ika,sha,z
38. Relationship Status: single mingle pringles babey
39. Zodiac sign: pieces
40. Male or female?: im not girl, not yet a women XD
41. Primary School?:SRI GARDEN
42. Secondary School?: SMK SBU
43. High school/college?: soon,mutiara international and not decide lol :O
44. Hair colour: brownish black
45. Long or short: long :D
46. Height: =)
47. Do you have a crush on someone?: MAJOR!
48: What do you like about yourself?: easygoing with anyone i guess?
49. Piercings:NADA!
50. Tattoos: nahh, they only look good on guys x)
51. Righty or lefty: lefty heeee
52. First surgery: do i look like a doctor to you? XD
53. First piercing: ears
54. First best friend: ALESHA NAZRIN!
55. First sport you joined: swimming
56. First vacation: cant recall
58. First pair of trainers:ermm
59. Eating: nothing x)
60. Drinking: water.
61. I'm about to: peee
62. Listening to: one and the same- selena gomez and demi lavato.
63. Waiting on: someone's reply
64. Want kids?: i cant wait to be a mummy xD
65. Get Married?: thats a long way to go (:
66. Career?: havent permanantly decided but maybe a business woman?

WHICH IS BETTER (for opposite gender) :
67. Lips or eyes: eyes.
68. Hugs or kisses: Hugs
69. Shorter or taller: Taller
70. Older or Younger: Olderr
71. Romantic or spontaneous: Romantic AND spontaneous lol
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: Both (:!
73. Sensitive or loud: a little bit of both :D
74. Hook-up or relationship: Relationship laaa ^^
75. Trouble maker or hesitant: rebel is the way to go <3 HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger: eww no he could have rabies :(
77. Drank hard liquor: never.... lol
78. Lost glasses/contacts: so far neh
79. Sex on first date: eww thats crossing the linee dudee ><
80. Broken someone's heart: i hope not :S
82. Been arrested: hehe no lol
83. Turned someone down: im sorry :(
84. Cried when someone died: who wouldnt?
85. Fallen for a friend?: ehemm... hmmm.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: course. lol
87. Miracles: i believe in miracles (:
88. Love at first sight: yeaaa.
89. Heaven: yeaa
90. Santa Claus: some dude on a freaking sled? no i dont think so x)
91. Kiss on the first date: maybee.
92. Angels: yeah lol

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: im loyal kays? (:
95. Did you sing today?: yeah
96. Ever cheated on somebody?: no. good girl maa :)
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?: form 3!!!!!!
98. If you could pick a day relive it, what would it be?: the day that i screwed up the most
99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: hmm.
100. Posting this as 100 truths?: yeah? lol

Crazier

I'd never gone with the wind 
just let it flow 
let it take me where it wants to go 
till you open the door 
there's so much more 
I'd never seen it before 
i was trying to fly but i couldn't find wings 
but you came along and you changed everything 
you lift my feet off the ground 
you spin me around 
you make me crazier, crazier 
feels like I'm falling and i 
I'm lost in your eyes 
you make me crazier, crazier, crazier 
i watched from a distance as you 
made life your own 
every sky was your own kind of blue 
and i wanted to know 
how that would feel 
and you made it so real 
you showed me something that i couldn't see 
you opened my eyes and you made me believe 
you lift my feet off the ground 
you spin me around 
you make me crazier, crazier 
feels like I'm falling and i 
I'm lost in your eyes 
you make me crazier, crazier, crazier 
baby you showed me what living is for 
i don't wanna hide anymooorreee 
you lift my feet off the ground 
you spin me around 
you make me crazier, crazier 
feels like I'm falling and i 
I'm lost in your eyes 
you make me crazier, crazier, crazier

xoxo

ASHA

drag me to hell

hey babes!

new updates for this month

-firstly,al's birthday(2nd june)/ana's birthday(17th june)/kak long's birthday(29th june)
-kak long's engagement(4th july) cant waittt!
-kak ila is coming back from egypt;im thrilled!cant wait to meet and get new updates from her =)
-exam results SUCKS!
-preparation for new school (MUTIARA INTERNATIONAL GRAMMAR SCHOOL)
-our FOURSOME friendship is back to normal.we've discussed and talked everything went well after confessing.
-alesha's breakdown after what happened,in the process of healing
-izeri went to manchester for a week
-hamzah,nabil,nashriq,iskandar and azam went to CASTLE to shisha tak ajak for after exam celebration dah la cancled our date for badminton!
-TAZ being a jerk!hasnt been responding that much.IMISSHIM!
-For now,lastly,went out with nashriq and alesha for a movie on saturday,20th june;drag me to hell.damn i might get heart attack.as clearly seen,i was uneasy during the whole entire movie kept on closing my eyes with my handbag.Nashriq was so steady and barely closed his eyes.Sha just got shocked for certain scenes.Obviusly i was the worst of all.


until now,here we stop.
XOXO,
ASHA <3

PERFECTION

Days pass by of me looking at him and i concluded that he's gorgeous.In my eyes,he's perfect.Everyone has different opinions but mine is PERFECT.Personality,looks,brains,mentality and protectiveness.All in one.I found my "it" guy.The guy.The one.I wonder what he thinks of me right now.I wish i could know what he was thinking about me .Being the stubborn person i am.I want what i want.When i saw him,i felt like going up to him and hugging him and never let him go no matter what but im afraid of facing the consequences.All i can do now is keep on dreaming with my fantasy.I can picture myself the way i want things i want it to be where no one can ever stop me.Plus,theres no limit needed.I will give it time.I understand and will always be.ILOVEYOU!

XOXO,
ASHA <3

SORRY FOR THE DELAY

nashriq =)

nazrin =)

haaa... by the pictures,try guessing whats in the drink?its rediculously stinky you know.it contains 6 flavours of soft drinks,small pieces of tomatoes,sambal,onion and chili sauce.EWWW I KNOW!it all started when we were playing poker at pavillion,Carls Jr after watching movie,COMING SOON.They first started with french fries like for example they had to swallow 12 piece of french at a time and stuff it all into your mouth.Then 6 flavours of drinks,i KENA!But luckily Hamzah helped me out cause it was too much.According to Hamzah,it tasted like medicine haha.Then BUDAK PANDAI,IZERI, he came out with the idea of putting in small pieces of tomatoes,sambal,onion and chili sauce to go with the 6 flavours of soft drinks.Everyone were looking at us since our table were the loudest among all.First2,Nazrin kena...then Nashriq then at last Nazrin kena again.I kinda pity them but its the deal right.It was a fun day.Later we thought of going to CASTLE to shisha but then tak jadi =( its okay laa theres always next time right.Overall,i enjoyed and had a blast!

ASHA <3
xoxo

sweet sixteen's photos

sorryy for the late post for the pictures pals.been busy with school work and iu preparation.
weelll..here it goes!

awesome friday night

Yaw people!

Ill just make it short since I don't have much time.
Yesterday at this exact same time,I was still at hamzah's house swimming with alesha,nabil,azam and obviusly hamzah.
Actually we were supposed to play badminton at kde but then it ended up at hamzah's house since the court ate fully booked.
Technically his house its clearly seen that its enormously huge!
He got his own basketball and football area plus swimming pool!
We first played badmintion then basketball followed by football.then,after the tiredness we pushed each other into the pool.
I started by pushing nabil haha(sorry) :)
Lepas itu,we all had late night dinner or should I call it early breakfast?haha
We ate maggieee!!!haha excited laa sgt kan?the hamzah sent us back home around 12.30 am ;)
so I think thts what most likely happened yesterday.
Sorry can't do much editing and no pictures since my internet yang genius ni rosak,had to use phone instead!
Duggaaaannnn tidak mengapaa hahaa

Will write soon,
Daaaaammm
Asha :)

Howdie howdie folks!

Wakey wakey!its a fresh Sunday morning!what to do?what to do?make plans and enjoy ur weekend!haha.As it is for me,theres only one two words for me to say.FINALLY SIXTEEN babeyh!

I have too many things to spill here so we'll go with the pictures first!haha.

A moment that could never wear off

Its a long story actually but ill just make it short since my time is very limit.First of all,the toppest among at,the exact main reason of my happiness its about T.A!I finally got what i've always wanted.Thnks to my bestest friend of all,ALESHA!it has been the best gift of all sha.I dont freaking care about all those expensive gifts but this,nothing can ever top this.I keep staring and glancing at his photos and couldnt resist crying.It was just so precious.I've been thinking about it non stop.I couldnt concentrate on any other things.You make it real for me.I realized that it was worth of 6 freaking years of waiting.Though i know that its just a little fantasy of mine,but yet it meant a lot to me.The one ; your name could never fade away from my heart.

Aside from the main story,it was also fun staying back at school today.Alesha,Izeri,Darren,Nashriq & Me myself took the rest of the school day gossiping and playing ping pong.During the battle,for the first time sha and me had the guts to battle with guys.They were much more better than us but yet sha could actually beat them!haha.good one sha.It was nothing much though just that the main story made my day.One of the best moments.

Happily with love,
ASHA <3

14 February 2009

Happy Valentine's Dayyy!Its a day to share your love with the ones you love.As for me myself,i spend the day with my beloved familia.Nothing else can compete with the love towards my family.My priority is family.

As for today,14 february 2009...valentine's day.I would say that its my beloved uncle,Allahyarham Hamzah bin Osman.Honestly its been such a long time without you around.I missed those days when you used to treat us full of love..all of us.

You never complained no matter how much it burdens you.You are willingly to sacrifice yourself for your family.You brought the family together and even closer day by day.I remembered when we used to do gatherings,your laughter,i missed that the most.You've shown me the right thingsto do.You believed in me.You supported me no matter what happens.You've given me the confidence in life and to never give up in life.I took your advices for life.Losing you,its like losing the biggest hope in life.The moment i found out that you've left me,my heart dropped.But,all of us here,continued our life the way you've always wanted.I really do hope everything i do in life is the way you wanted it to be.You will always be in one of the space in my heart and i hope it will always last.I know you will be watcing and guiding us from where you are now.

Just so you know,I REALLY REALLY MISS YOU.I LOVE YOU.

dedicating the song by miley cyrus; i miss you.

With love,
Asha

1st week of JANUARY 2009!

Heyyoooo!(country accent)

WAH,its been a week since i came back from USA.DAMN felt like its been more than that.But,today's block is not gonna be about the trip since im out of ideas for typing from A-Z?so lets just cut it out..

Firstly,i hope its not too late for me to wish HAPYY NEWW YEARR!!This year,my new resolution are:

-more talking less texting
-try to be a "nicer" person
-let things be the way they are and wont try come between them
-be a better friend and to work harder in school?haha
-put the past as the past
-eat HEALTHY,exercise MORE!HAHA ;)
-DONT try too hard to find the "one" the best to stay the way it is.
-pray hard that im on the right pathway and hoping the future is gonna be the way i want it to
-the IMPORTANTEEEE ; learn to drive a carrrrrrrrr!!!!!!!!!!=)
-AND last but not leastttttt,celebrating my SWEETT 16 yippiiee

these are just temporary,ill update more later!haha

seee yaaaahhhhh,
xoxo asha