Wednesday, July 28, 2010
Monday, January 11, 2010
2010
hey dolls.
Its 2010.A brand new year with the "same" Zalikha Arisha.Before i start,i know my page is kinda rusty old lame with un-updated journal on whats going on.But ,ill try to keep my blog on track this year.*one of the resolution hehh*
Well basicly 2009 has been one of the most memorable year of my enitre lifetime.As the beginning of the year,ive met different kind of friends and i became close to each and one of them.I understood the meaning of friendship well and i apprieciated all sorts of surprises that was given to me.As i go along my 2009,i came to the stand where i have to live in another world apart from the others.I started to mingle around with strangers and get to know them better.Obviously it was awkward at first but as it goes along,im getting better at it,at least its my satisfaction.
When 2010 came by,i couldnt tear these two years apart as i didnt realize how fast time flies.As its for now which is the first week of 2010,ive realized that "people change".Those two words can be defined in many ways but as in my case,i would define it as "you are not the same person i used to know anymore".Im saying this because me myself,im going through this situation.Im not mentioning names here but you know who you are.So,if youre reading this,please adknowlege yourself that this is definately about you.
At first,i wanted to sort out a bunch of my new year's resolution but ive decided not to cause i think its not necessary for me to infrom everyone.But for what i can say,this year my main target is to just BE MYSELF AND NOT A CHEAP PLASTIC MATERTAL.Plua,i want to archieve good grades in my examinations just to prove to my parents and myself that im on the right pathway and on scoring the goal with my whole heart.*cliche i know but fact* =)
Sorry if this post is quite emo or lame but yeah haha.
Love always,
ASHA
=)
Its 2010.A brand new year with the "same" Zalikha Arisha.Before i start,i know my page is kinda rusty old lame with un-updated journal on whats going on.But ,ill try to keep my blog on track this year.*one of the resolution hehh*
Well basicly 2009 has been one of the most memorable year of my enitre lifetime.As the beginning of the year,ive met different kind of friends and i became close to each and one of them.I understood the meaning of friendship well and i apprieciated all sorts of surprises that was given to me.As i go along my 2009,i came to the stand where i have to live in another world apart from the others.I started to mingle around with strangers and get to know them better.Obviously it was awkward at first but as it goes along,im getting better at it,at least its my satisfaction.
When 2010 came by,i couldnt tear these two years apart as i didnt realize how fast time flies.As its for now which is the first week of 2010,ive realized that "people change".Those two words can be defined in many ways but as in my case,i would define it as "you are not the same person i used to know anymore".Im saying this because me myself,im going through this situation.Im not mentioning names here but you know who you are.So,if youre reading this,please adknowlege yourself that this is definately about you.
At first,i wanted to sort out a bunch of my new year's resolution but ive decided not to cause i think its not necessary for me to infrom everyone.But for what i can say,this year my main target is to just BE MYSELF AND NOT A CHEAP PLASTIC MATERTAL.Plua,i want to archieve good grades in my examinations just to prove to my parents and myself that im on the right pathway and on scoring the goal with my whole heart.*cliche i know but fact* =)
Sorry if this post is quite emo or lame but yeah haha.
Love always,
ASHA
=)
Thursday, December 10, 2009
DELAYYYY!
OHHHH MYYY GAWWDD!!!!!!
Its been sooo longggg since my last post.september was it??
I seriously apologize for the delay.
most of them have been complaining.Well im actually superduper lazy to type and post on whats going on and alll but theres plenty of updates.Will try to keep non updating from now haha.
UPDATES!
FAMILIA
-Abg fendi and kak eju's wedding was awesome thought with the slight chaos and drama right.
-Preparation for kak lina's wedding!
-BBM-ing with cousins especially aboy,syapiq n daus(annoying)
-Isha' upsr results.it was moderate but whatever it is,im proud of her.
-Alissa's talkative nowdays like seriously,she wouldnt even stop babbling.
-Went out with aboy,daus,syapiq and azwan for snooker for the first time kat MMU!yeahhh finallyyy!!!!!!
FRIENDS
-Alesha's SURPRISE SWEET SIXTEEN POOL PARTY!it was amazingly arranged by jay and biha.had a blast with my dolls and guys!spend time with them till like late mid.everyone was there,like basicly most of them!<3333
-Most of them have their own partners to be with now.
EG:- azam & wiwin
iskandar & fatin najwa
izeri & ______
nabil & offielia
& plenty more!
-Been sharing loads of stories with my best buds ever.
-Went for Aileen's 15th birthday.Hitched a ride with amida since we live nearby.NINJA ASSASIN was freaked me out man!
-Went for dinner with my dolls,ALESHA & BIHA in old town cafe.we basicly talked about our love probs.GNO ;)
-Been making myself mingling around with everyone and NOT to stick to one!im an all rounder kann..haha.
-Got closer to quite a number of peeps since SCHOOL CAMP!
SCHOOL!
-SCHOOL CAMP!haaa,OUTWARD BOUND SCHOOL YAW!
When we first arrived,i told me self that its gonna be okay,but as things moved on slowy,i realized that its not going to be fine.I hold my self up UNTIL the kayaking day.goddamit!kayaked for like 15 km to another island??yaww,its a "pleasure experience".Throwing ourselves,10 people into one tent?oh god,i can barely breathe!plus the heavy rain adds it up on the dirty and yucky ground.The next morning,i had to like poo.Lucking,i finally grabbed some random korean girl since she had to poo tooo!what a day!haha.The next day was whaling.At first we all thought its like wayyyy better than kayak but turns out that our perception was definately wrong!We had to go through the stromy and heavy rain.In the end of the day,it was a good exprience to keep though.Overall,i couldnt let go of the fact that everyone was in hunger till when i took out a packet of biscuits,everyone came rushing down to our dorm trying to grab the biscuits and junkfood.Basicly most of them.Even the boys who came to the balcony,its hilarious!haha.Not to forget to,OUR LATE NIGHT TALK:OLIVIA,AMIDA,MAISARAH,HOPE & RACHEL KIEW!(MY GOSSIP PARTNERS).Most of the juicy stories spilled every night.HEH.love you guyss <333
-On the other side,been busy with journalism club thingi.We were producing RANDOM READ.Had to stay back most of the days.Tiring,but feels fun though.I keep my self busy to keep me away from thinking about my probs.
-3 IN 1 CELEBRATION!supposed to perform but luckily they cancled lst minute!i was so happy that i dont have to dance with the yr 7s !haha.debbie was amazingly good!
-Parents' day!!!Mamam went to see most of the teachers.Some gave good comments and some were giving bad impact about me =(
The hardest time was convincing datin christine about changing me back to EFL.She said i have to put alot of effort.Must hang around with rajin people.GOnna get myslef convinced!!!
Its been sooo longggg since my last post.september was it??
I seriously apologize for the delay.
most of them have been complaining.Well im actually superduper lazy to type and post on whats going on and alll but theres plenty of updates.Will try to keep non updating from now haha.
UPDATES!
FAMILIA
-Abg fendi and kak eju's wedding was awesome thought with the slight chaos and drama right.
-Preparation for kak lina's wedding!
-BBM-ing with cousins especially aboy,syapiq n daus(annoying)
-Isha' upsr results.it was moderate but whatever it is,im proud of her.
-Alissa's talkative nowdays like seriously,she wouldnt even stop babbling.
-Went out with aboy,daus,syapiq and azwan for snooker for the first time kat MMU!yeahhh finallyyy!!!!!!
FRIENDS
-Alesha's SURPRISE SWEET SIXTEEN POOL PARTY!it was amazingly arranged by jay and biha.had a blast with my dolls and guys!spend time with them till like late mid.everyone was there,like basicly most of them!<3333
-Most of them have their own partners to be with now.
EG:- azam & wiwin
iskandar & fatin najwa
izeri & ______
nabil & offielia
& plenty more!
-Been sharing loads of stories with my best buds ever.
-Went for Aileen's 15th birthday.Hitched a ride with amida since we live nearby.NINJA ASSASIN was freaked me out man!
-Went for dinner with my dolls,ALESHA & BIHA in old town cafe.we basicly talked about our love probs.GNO ;)
-Been making myself mingling around with everyone and NOT to stick to one!im an all rounder kann..haha.
-Got closer to quite a number of peeps since SCHOOL CAMP!
SCHOOL!
-SCHOOL CAMP!haaa,OUTWARD BOUND SCHOOL YAW!
When we first arrived,i told me self that its gonna be okay,but as things moved on slowy,i realized that its not going to be fine.I hold my self up UNTIL the kayaking day.goddamit!kayaked for like 15 km to another island??yaww,its a "pleasure experience".Throwing ourselves,10 people into one tent?oh god,i can barely breathe!plus the heavy rain adds it up on the dirty and yucky ground.The next morning,i had to like poo.Lucking,i finally grabbed some random korean girl since she had to poo tooo!what a day!haha.The next day was whaling.At first we all thought its like wayyyy better than kayak but turns out that our perception was definately wrong!We had to go through the stromy and heavy rain.In the end of the day,it was a good exprience to keep though.Overall,i couldnt let go of the fact that everyone was in hunger till when i took out a packet of biscuits,everyone came rushing down to our dorm trying to grab the biscuits and junkfood.Basicly most of them.Even the boys who came to the balcony,its hilarious!haha.Not to forget to,OUR LATE NIGHT TALK:OLIVIA,AMIDA,MAISARAH,HOPE & RACHEL KIEW!(MY GOSSIP PARTNERS).Most of the juicy stories spilled every night.HEH.love you guyss <333
-On the other side,been busy with journalism club thingi.We were producing RANDOM READ.Had to stay back most of the days.Tiring,but feels fun though.I keep my self busy to keep me away from thinking about my probs.
-3 IN 1 CELEBRATION!supposed to perform but luckily they cancled lst minute!i was so happy that i dont have to dance with the yr 7s !haha.debbie was amazingly good!
-Parents' day!!!Mamam went to see most of the teachers.Some gave good comments and some were giving bad impact about me =(
The hardest time was convincing datin christine about changing me back to EFL.She said i have to put alot of effort.Must hang around with rajin people.GOnna get myslef convinced!!!
Wednesday, September 16, 2009
2nd week of new school
Mutiara International Grammar School.
What can i say about it after spending my days there?
Its obviusly different than what i used to have in terms of education,socials and enironment.
Its more loneliner than what i used to have.Maybe its because im so used to be surrounded with my superextraordinary cool friends and i thought i was at my comfort zone.
Hell ya,no more longer!!!
Its a drastic change,especially at this age,when im already a teen.Having changes in life gives impact.
Oh well,let me just sort out the main peak of these two week.
-first day was awkward
-went to the library like every recess,depends on elianne and elisha if i actually bump onto them.
-PE lesson was fun.(hanged out with Elianne,Elisha,Hannah & Bahar)
-Interhouse soccer match,SAPPHIRE won!yeahhh!
-First class of history sucks,but now im catching up.
-Had hard time catching with Mr Fulton's accent.
-Business class was fun,because Mr Shiraz makes jokes unlike other teachers(including Mr Bradfield)
-Got invitation to Tengku Amida's Party
-Started talking to most of them,blending in.
-Actually found a guy who has the similar characterictics of TAZ!!its so random that he even smells like him too!
-Chemistry experiments were fun!its a total major different experiments.
-On Sunday,went out with nashriq,alesha & hamzah to KLCC and we watched FINAL DESTINATION 4!hell ya,its unbarable!but the important part is that i got to meet them!=)
Peeps,i actually do have more to spill but the time wont allow since i have ICT slide to be done for tmrw's class.Will update you guys soon!
Love you guys till death,
xoxo,
ASHA <3
What can i say about it after spending my days there?
Its obviusly different than what i used to have in terms of education,socials and enironment.
Its more loneliner than what i used to have.Maybe its because im so used to be surrounded with my superextraordinary cool friends and i thought i was at my comfort zone.
Hell ya,no more longer!!!
Its a drastic change,especially at this age,when im already a teen.Having changes in life gives impact.
Oh well,let me just sort out the main peak of these two week.
-first day was awkward
-went to the library like every recess,depends on elianne and elisha if i actually bump onto them.
-PE lesson was fun.(hanged out with Elianne,Elisha,Hannah & Bahar)
-Interhouse soccer match,SAPPHIRE won!yeahhh!
-First class of history sucks,but now im catching up.
-Had hard time catching with Mr Fulton's accent.
-Business class was fun,because Mr Shiraz makes jokes unlike other teachers(including Mr Bradfield)
-Got invitation to Tengku Amida's Party
-Started talking to most of them,blending in.
-Actually found a guy who has the similar characterictics of TAZ!!its so random that he even smells like him too!
-Chemistry experiments were fun!its a total major different experiments.
-On Sunday,went out with nashriq,alesha & hamzah to KLCC and we watched FINAL DESTINATION 4!hell ya,its unbarable!but the important part is that i got to meet them!=)
Peeps,i actually do have more to spill but the time wont allow since i have ICT slide to be done for tmrw's class.Will update you guys soon!
Love you guys till death,
xoxo,
ASHA <3
Monday, August 10, 2009
This is what i am now
Broken-hearted Girl
You’re everything I thought you never were
And nothing like I thought you could’ve been
But still you live inside of me
So tell me how is that?
You’re the only one I wish I could forget
The only one I’d love to not forgive
And though you break my heart, you’re the only one
And though there are times when I hate you
Cause I can’t erase
The times that you hurt me
And put tears on my face
And even now while I hate you
It pains me to say
I know I’ll be there at the end of the day
I don’t wanna be without you babe
I don’t want a broken heart
Don’t wanna take a breath with out you babe
I don’t wanna play that part
I know that I love you
But let me just say
I don’t want to love you in no kind of way no no
I don’t want a broken heart
And I don’t wanna play the broken-hearted girl…No...No
No broken-hearted girl
I’m no broken-hearted girl
Something that I feel I need to say
But up to now I’ve always been afraid
That you would never come around
And still I want to put this out
You say you’ve got the most respect for me
But sometimes I feel you’re not deserving me
And still you’re in my heart
But you’re the only one and yes
There are times when I hate you
But I don’t complain
Cause I’ve been afraid that you would've walk away
Oh but now I don’t hate you
I’m happy to say
That I will be there at the end of the day
I don’t wanna be without you babe
I don’t want a broken heart
Don’t wanna take breath with out you babe
I don’t wanna play that part
I know that I love you
But let me just say
I don’t want to love you in no kind of way no no
I don’t want a broken heart
And I don’t wanna play the broken-hearted girl...No…No
No broken-hearted girl
Now I’m at a place I thought I’d never be…Oooo
I’m living in a world that’s all about you and me…yeah
Ain't gotta be afraid my broken heart is free
To spread my wings and fly away
Away With you
yeah yeah yeah, ohh ohh ohh
I don’t wanna be without my baby
I don’t wanna a broken heart
Don’t want to take a breath with out my baby
I don’t wanna play that part
I know that I love you
But let me just say
I don’t want to love you in no kind of way..No..No
I don’t want a broken heart
I don’t wanna play the broken-hearted girl..No..No..
No broken-hearted girl
Broken-hearted girl No…no…
No broken-hearted girl
No broken-hearted girl
You’re everything I thought you never were
And nothing like I thought you could’ve been
But still you live inside of me
So tell me how is that?
You’re the only one I wish I could forget
The only one I’d love to not forgive
And though you break my heart, you’re the only one
And though there are times when I hate you
Cause I can’t erase
The times that you hurt me
And put tears on my face
And even now while I hate you
It pains me to say
I know I’ll be there at the end of the day
I don’t wanna be without you babe
I don’t want a broken heart
Don’t wanna take a breath with out you babe
I don’t wanna play that part
I know that I love you
But let me just say
I don’t want to love you in no kind of way no no
I don’t want a broken heart
And I don’t wanna play the broken-hearted girl…No...No
No broken-hearted girl
I’m no broken-hearted girl
Something that I feel I need to say
But up to now I’ve always been afraid
That you would never come around
And still I want to put this out
You say you’ve got the most respect for me
But sometimes I feel you’re not deserving me
And still you’re in my heart
But you’re the only one and yes
There are times when I hate you
But I don’t complain
Cause I’ve been afraid that you would've walk away
Oh but now I don’t hate you
I’m happy to say
That I will be there at the end of the day
I don’t wanna be without you babe
I don’t want a broken heart
Don’t wanna take breath with out you babe
I don’t wanna play that part
I know that I love you
But let me just say
I don’t want to love you in no kind of way no no
I don’t want a broken heart
And I don’t wanna play the broken-hearted girl...No…No
No broken-hearted girl
Now I’m at a place I thought I’d never be…Oooo
I’m living in a world that’s all about you and me…yeah
Ain't gotta be afraid my broken heart is free
To spread my wings and fly away
Away With you
yeah yeah yeah, ohh ohh ohh
I don’t wanna be without my baby
I don’t wanna a broken heart
Don’t want to take a breath with out my baby
I don’t wanna play that part
I know that I love you
But let me just say
I don’t want to love you in no kind of way..No..No
I don’t want a broken heart
I don’t wanna play the broken-hearted girl..No..No..
No broken-hearted girl
Broken-hearted girl No…no…
No broken-hearted girl
No broken-hearted girl
Sunday, August 9, 2009
Its not easy
2 am, 8 AUGUST 2009
Its unspoken.I dont even know where to begin.Its like the plane comes crashing and broke me into small pieces.But ever since then,it all makes sense now of how youve been acting so weirdly for the past few months.I never thought this would happen especially when i need you the most.Its been a year knowing that youre near me and now not anymore.How can i ever live without you near me?You are my oxygen and now youre taking it away from me.
I just went blanked when you told me that youre not going to be anywhere near me anymore.You said you will be there for me whenever I need you,what happens now?
Its unspoken.I dont even know where to begin.Its like the plane comes crashing and broke me into small pieces.But ever since then,it all makes sense now of how youve been acting so weirdly for the past few months.I never thought this would happen especially when i need you the most.Its been a year knowing that youre near me and now not anymore.How can i ever live without you near me?You are my oxygen and now youre taking it away from me.
I just went blanked when you told me that youre not going to be anywhere near me anymore.You said you will be there for me whenever I need you,what happens now?
Youre the reason I look up to every day.I wake up every morning with a smile on my face after having a good dream about you and me.I don’t see darkness on my side anymore.Im horizontally slunting to the bright side of me.
Everyday,I see you walking down the school hallway.You’re all I see at the front door of your class.When youre about to play for the school team,ill be there cheering for you hoping you’ll come back with a medal on your hand.Now,who do I cheer for?When I see you across in your classroom,sleeping like a baby during the lessons,I feel so calm until teacher comes and wake you up.Now,who do I look at?When youre caught up with a fight with others,I couldn’t sleep t he night worrying about how you’ve been on the other side?are you okay?did you actually got hurt?Now,whom should I worry about?When we go to the movies,all I want to do is be beside you and hold your arms when im frighten.Now,who do I hold?When you’ve got low grades on your exams,when youre down,im the one who always motivate you to look forward on the next step and never give up.Now,who do I give advice to?When youre having problems,im the one you tell the most.Now,who is going to tell me their problems?ITS JUST NOT ME ANYMORE!NOT MEE!!!!
I still remember the days we had together,ups and downs.I still remember when we were at carls jr,you put your hands around me.You were so close to me as if there isn’t even a little gap between us.You followed me when I need to refill the drinks you grabbed the cup away from my hand.I feel safe whenever im around you like I don’t have to worry about life outside.When im with you,all I can do is smile and watch.
Now that youre away,I feel like my life ends with a fullstop.Theres no continuation anymore.All I can say for now is all the best there and hope youre happy with your new life.Ill live mine too here.Im beginning a new life in my new school too.Hopefully,with this two seperatw ways,I can go on my everyday life though without you.I’ll have to say,no matter whom im with,no matter if I found a new guy,my heart will always say that ITS YOU.I promise that.I really hope that this distance will still make us close no matter what happens.I REALLY DO DEEPLY LOVE YOU.
(sorry if this post is slightly dramatic but im in pain so im just letting out on what I feel)
ALWAYS LOVE YOU,
ASHA
Tuesday, June 30, 2009
SICKO!
I,Zalikha Arisha would like to make an annoucement that IM SICK!IM SUPER DUPERLY SICK!
Dont get shocked of what i just said,im actually not feeling well.Running nose,cough,headache and sleepy.Dont say SELSEMA BABI!!touchwood yea!Aghh tired of getting sick.Keep on coughing and nose block.Doctor,i need you A.S.A.P!Friends in school keep saying i have that swime flue disease,not fair la!
Other than that,today,ana,affy,lea and maktok came by to take their dress for the engagement day.Didnt have the energy to go psycho with them again.Sorry yea!We'll have the whole Saturday night to ourselves.
Thats all for today.Got to get back to homework and texting.
Till the next post,
XOXO,
ASHA =)
Dont get shocked of what i just said,im actually not feeling well.Running nose,cough,headache and sleepy.Dont say SELSEMA BABI!!touchwood yea!Aghh tired of getting sick.Keep on coughing and nose block.Doctor,i need you A.S.A.P!Friends in school keep saying i have that swime flue disease,not fair la!
Other than that,today,ana,affy,lea and maktok came by to take their dress for the engagement day.Didnt have the energy to go psycho with them again.Sorry yea!We'll have the whole Saturday night to ourselves.
Thats all for today.Got to get back to homework and texting.
Till the next post,
XOXO,
ASHA =)
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