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2010-07-28T03:27:00.000-07:00

2010

2010-01-11T06:23:00.000-08:00

hey dolls.

Its 2010.A brand new year with the "same" Zalikha Arisha.Before i start,i know my page is kinda rusty old lame with un-updated journal on whats going on.But ,ill try to keep my blog on track this year.*one of the resolution hehh*

Well basicly 2009 has been one of the most memorable year of my enitre lifetime.As the beginning of the year,ive met different kind of friends and i became close to each and one of them.I understood the meaning of friendship well and i apprieciated all sorts of surprises that was given to me.As i go along my 2009,i came to the stand where i have to live in another world apart from the others.I started to mingle around with strangers and get to know them better.Obviously it was awkward at first but as it goes along,im getting better at it,at least its my satisfaction.

When 2010 came by,i couldnt tear these two years apart as i didnt realize how fast time flies.As its for now which is the first week of 2010,ive realized that "people change".Those two words can be defined in many ways but as in my case,i would define it as "you are not the same person i used to know anymore".Im saying this because me myself,im going through this situation.Im not mentioning names here but you know who you are.So,if youre reading this,please adknowlege yourself that this is definately about you.

At first,i wanted to sort out a bunch of my new year's resolution but ive decided not to cause i think its not necessary for me to infrom everyone.But for what i can say,this year my main target is to just BE MYSELF AND NOT A CHEAP PLASTIC MATERTAL.Plua,i want to archieve good grades in my examinations just to prove to my parents and myself that im on the right pathway and on scoring the goal with my whole heart.*cliche i know but fact* =)

Sorry if this post is quite emo or lame but yeah haha.

Love always,
ASHA
=)

DELAYYYY!

2009-12-10T04:10:00.000-08:00

OHHHH MYYY GAWWDD!!!!!!
Its been sooo longggg since my last post.september was it??
I seriously apologize for the delay.
most of them have been complaining.Well im actually superduper lazy to type and post on whats going on and alll but theres plenty of updates.Will try to keep non updating from now haha.

UPDATES!
FAMILIA
-Abg fendi and kak eju's wedding was awesome thought with the slight chaos and drama right.
-Preparation for kak lina's wedding!
-BBM-ing with cousins especially aboy,syapiq n daus(annoying)
-Isha' upsr results.it was moderate but whatever it is,im proud of her.
-Alissa's talkative nowdays like seriously,she wouldnt even stop babbling.
-Went out with aboy,daus,syapiq and azwan for snooker for the first time kat MMU!yeahhh finallyyy!!!!!!

FRIENDS
-Alesha's SURPRISE SWEET SIXTEEN POOL PARTY!it was amazingly arranged by jay and biha.had a blast with my dolls and guys!spend time with them till like late mid.everyone was there,like basicly most of them!<3333
-Most of them have their own partners to be with now.
EG:- azam & wiwin
iskandar & fatin najwa
izeri & ______
nabil & offielia
& plenty more!
-Been sharing loads of stories with my best buds ever.
-Went for Aileen's 15th birthday.Hitched a ride with amida since we live nearby.NINJA ASSASIN was freaked me out man!
-Went for dinner with my dolls,ALESHA & BIHA in old town cafe.we basicly talked about our love probs.GNO ;)
-Been making myself mingling around with everyone and NOT to stick to one!im an all rounder kann..haha.
-Got closer to quite a number of peeps since SCHOOL CAMP!

SCHOOL!
-SCHOOL CAMP!haaa,OUTWARD BOUND SCHOOL YAW!
When we first arrived,i told me self that its gonna be okay,but as things moved on slowy,i realized that its not going to be fine.I hold my self up UNTIL the kayaking day.goddamit!kayaked for like 15 km to another island??yaww,its a "pleasure experience".Throwing ourselves,10 people into one tent?oh god,i can barely breathe!plus the heavy rain adds it up on the dirty and yucky ground.The next morning,i had to like poo.Lucking,i finally grabbed some random korean girl since she had to poo tooo!what a day!haha.The next day was whaling.At first we all thought its like wayyyy better than kayak but turns out that our perception was definately wrong!We had to go through the stromy and heavy rain.In the end of the day,it was a good exprience to keep though.Overall,i couldnt let go of the fact that everyone was in hunger till when i took out a packet of biscuits,everyone came rushing down to our dorm trying to grab the biscuits and junkfood.Basicly most of them.Even the boys who came to the balcony,its hilarious!haha.Not to forget to,OUR LATE NIGHT TALK:OLIVIA,AMIDA,MAISARAH,HOPE & RACHEL KIEW!(MY GOSSIP PARTNERS).Most of the juicy stories spilled every night.HEH.love you guyss <333

-On the other side,been busy with journalism club thingi.We were producing RANDOM READ.Had to stay back most of the days.Tiring,but feels fun though.I keep my self busy to keep me away from thinking about my probs.

-3 IN 1 CELEBRATION!supposed to perform but luckily they cancled lst minute!i was so happy that i dont have to dance with the yr 7s !haha.debbie was amazingly good!

-Parents' day!!!Mamam went to see most of the teachers.Some gave good comments and some were giving bad impact about me =(
The hardest time was convincing datin christine about changing me back to EFL.She said i have to put alot of effort.Must hang around with rajin people.GOnna get myslef convinced!!!

2nd week of new school

2009-09-16T09:18:00.000-07:00

Mutiara International Grammar School.

What can i say about it after spending my days there?
Its obviusly different than what i used to have in terms of education,socials and enironment.
Its more loneliner than what i used to have.Maybe its because im so used to be surrounded with my superextraordinary cool friends and i thought i was at my comfort zone.
Hell ya,no more longer!!!
Its a drastic change,especially at this age,when im already a teen.Having changes in life gives impact.

Oh well,let me just sort out the main peak of these two week.
-first day was awkward
-went to the library like every recess,depends on elianne and elisha if i actually bump onto them.
-PE lesson was fun.(hanged out with Elianne,Elisha,Hannah & Bahar)
-Interhouse soccer match,SAPPHIRE won!yeahhh!
-First class of history sucks,but now im catching up.
-Had hard time catching with Mr Fulton's accent.
-Business class was fun,because Mr Shiraz makes jokes unlike other teachers(including Mr Bradfield)
-Got invitation to Tengku Amida's Party
-Started talking to most of them,blending in.
-Actually found a guy who has the similar characterictics of TAZ!!its so random that he even smells like him too!
-Chemistry experiments were fun!its a total major different experiments.
-On Sunday,went out with nashriq,alesha & hamzah to KLCC and we watched FINAL DESTINATION 4!hell ya,its unbarable!but the important part is that i got to meet them!=)

Peeps,i actually do have more to spill but the time wont allow since i have ICT slide to be done for tmrw's class.Will update you guys soon!

Love you guys till death,
xoxo,

ASHA <3

This is what i am now

2009-08-10T21:56:00.001-07:00

Broken-hearted Girl

You’re everything I thought you never were
And nothing like I thought you could’ve been
But still you live inside of me
So tell me how is that?

You’re the only one I wish I could forget
The only one I’d love to not forgive
And though you break my heart, you’re the only one
And though there are times when I hate you
Cause I can’t erase
The times that you hurt me
And put tears on my face
And even now while I hate you
It pains me to say
I know I’ll be there at the end of the day

I don’t wanna be without you babe
I don’t want a broken heart
Don’t wanna take a breath with out you babe
I don’t wanna play that part
I know that I love you
But let me just say
I don’t want to love you in no kind of way no no
I don’t want a broken heart
And I don’t wanna play the broken-hearted girl…No...No
No broken-hearted girl
I’m no broken-hearted girl

Something that I feel I need to say
But up to now I’ve always been afraid
That you would never come around
And still I want to put this out
You say you’ve got the most respect for me
But sometimes I feel you’re not deserving me
And still you’re in my heart
But you’re the only one and yes
There are times when I hate you
But I don’t complain
Cause I’ve been afraid that you would've walk away
Oh but now I don’t hate you
I’m happy to say
That I will be there at the end of the day

I don’t wanna be without you babe
I don’t want a broken heart
Don’t wanna take breath with out you babe
I don’t wanna play that part
I know that I love you
But let me just say
I don’t want to love you in no kind of way no no
I don’t want a broken heart
And I don’t wanna play the broken-hearted girl...No…No
No broken-hearted girl

Now I’m at a place I thought I’d never be…Oooo
I’m living in a world that’s all about you and me…yeah
Ain't gotta be afraid my broken heart is free
To spread my wings and fly away
Away With you
yeah yeah yeah, ohh ohh ohh

I don’t wanna be without my baby
I don’t wanna a broken heart
Don’t want to take a breath with out my baby
I don’t wanna play that part
I know that I love you
But let me just say
I don’t want to love you in no kind of way..No..No
I don’t want a broken heart
I don’t wanna play the broken-hearted girl..No..No..
No broken-hearted girl
Broken-hearted girl No…no…
No broken-hearted girl
No broken-hearted girl

Its not easy

2009-08-09T20:56:00.000-07:00

2 am, 8 AUGUST 2009

Its unspoken.I dont even know where to begin.Its like the plane comes crashing and broke me into small pieces.But ever since then,it all makes sense now of how youve been acting so weirdly for the past few months.I never thought this would happen especially when i need you the most.Its been a year knowing that youre near me and now not anymore.How can i ever live without you near me?You are my oxygen and now youre taking it away from me.

I just went blanked when you told me that youre not going to be anywhere near me anymore.You said you will be there for me whenever I need you,what happens now?

Youre the reason I look up to every day.I wake up every morning with a smile on my face after having a good dream about you and me.I don’t see darkness on my side anymore.Im horizontally slunting to the bright side of me.

Everyday,I see you walking down the school hallway.You’re all I see at the front door of your class.When youre about to play for the school team,ill be there cheering for you hoping you’ll come back with a medal on your hand.Now,who do I cheer for?When I see you across in your classroom,sleeping like a baby during the lessons,I feel so calm until teacher comes and wake you up.Now,who do I look at?When youre caught up with a fight with others,I couldn’t sleep t he night worrying about how you’ve been on the other side?are you okay?did you actually got hurt?Now,whom should I worry about?When we go to the movies,all I want to do is be beside you and hold your arms when im frighten.Now,who do I hold?When you’ve got low grades on your exams,when youre down,im the one who always motivate you to look forward on the next step and never give up.Now,who do I give advice to?When youre having problems,im the one you tell the most.Now,who is going to tell me their problems?ITS JUST NOT ME ANYMORE!NOT MEE!!!!

I still remember the days we had together,ups and downs.I still remember when we were at carls jr,you put your hands around me.You were so close to me as if there isn’t even a little gap between us.You followed me when I need to refill the drinks you grabbed the cup away from my hand.I feel safe whenever im around you like I don’t have to worry about life outside.When im with you,all I can do is smile and watch.

Now that youre away,I feel like my life ends with a fullstop.Theres no continuation anymore.All I can say for now is all the best there and hope youre happy with your new life.Ill live mine too here.Im beginning a new life in my new school too.Hopefully,with this two seperatw ways,I can go on my everyday life though without you.I’ll have to say,no matter whom im with,no matter if I found a new guy,my heart will always say that ITS YOU.I promise that.I really hope that this distance will still make us close no matter what happens.I REALLY DO DEEPLY LOVE YOU.

(sorry if this post is slightly dramatic but im in pain so im just letting out on what I feel)

ALWAYS LOVE YOU,

ASHA

SICKO!

2009-06-30T07:16:00.000-07:00

I,Zalikha Arisha would like to make an annoucement that IM SICK!IM SUPER DUPERLY SICK!

Dont get shocked of what i just said,im actually not feeling well.Running nose,cough,headache and sleepy.Dont say SELSEMA BABI!!touchwood yea!Aghh tired of getting sick.Keep on coughing and nose block.Doctor,i need you A.S.A.P!Friends in school keep saying i have that swime flue disease,not fair la!

Other than that,today,ana,affy,lea and maktok came by to take their dress for the engagement day.Didnt have the energy to go psycho with them again.Sorry yea!We'll have the whole Saturday night to ourselves.

Thats all for today.Got to get back to homework and texting.

Till the next post,
XOXO,
ASHA =)

27th June 2009

2009-06-27T22:16:00.000-07:00

As it was supposed to be a school day but my friends and i decided not to go as there will be a fake "wedding celebration",BORING!So woke up around 9 ish and had breakfast as normal.I skippied tution as well hee ;).Mama went for isha's report card day.Papa was supposed to go but he couldnt resist sleeping.HAHA.

Around 1 ish,Papa came into my room and said "Ika,mandi now we're going to klcc before isha comes back from tuition".Then i quickly rushed and cause i know the hell whats gonna happen if papa gets ready in the car first.Damn the noise of the honk will be continously non stop tilli get down.I just grabbed anythings that was popped out from my closet in a rush.5 minutes before i even got down,papa called my cell and said"IKA COME DOWN NOW OR ILL LEAVE YOU".The heck,i speeded down the staircase and hopped into the car without my shoes.DAMNN,had to run up again and grab a pair of shoes.

When i got in the car,papa was like we have to wait for isha until she finishes her tution at 3!i was in hunger and its only arounf 1.30 and we have to wait till 3?aarrghh then only fact i hate when isha has tuiton on weekends.its supposed to be family day outt!So we went around and round and round.We first went to ampng grocers then BMW showcase followed by furniture shop near ampg.

After picking isha up,we went to pavillion for lunch,Madam Kwan at 3.30!!!I ate like a pig!haha.While eating i got a text from nashriq,"Ika,tonight movie jom?".I got excited cause we were supposed to go out for a movie a day before but tak jadi.So he called to ask a favour to buy tickets first since im there.We wanted to watch transformers but the hell all tickets are sold out until mondayy!HOW CRAZY IS THAT?While lining up to get tickets,i bumped onto hamzah he was about to watch a movie.So he met papa and they talked for bit.Since all tickets for transformers were sold out,hamzah decided to watch either night at the museum 2 or the last house on the left.Then he asked,"Movie malam kan,nak tengok cerita seram atau kelakar,then apa lagi cerita seram laa ahah".So i bought 6 tickets for the last house on the left for me,nashriq,nazrin,alesha,hamzah and amin at 9.20 pm.

Since the movie is at night,papa decided for me to go home first.So we got back and i had a quick shower.After maghrib,nashriq came and pick me up.I was so depressed when i found out the "HE" is not coming.My eyes started tear.I was really hoping that its going to be one of my best nights with him after such a long time.Its all gone,GONE I TELL YOU!Sha tried to calm me down in the car and tried to cheer me up before we reach.We met hamzah at dome and waited for the rest to come.We entered the cinema 10 minutes late to skip the advertisement.Genius Hamzah!haha.The movie was frightening since it involves alot of killing and blood!NOT MY THING!After the movie,we walked around pavillion and played dare since it was so empty and dark.Nashriq dared me to walk to the center of pavillion alone and i did it!We left pavillion around 11.45 and hamzah dropped me home around 12 ish.So the story of the day ends here.Overall,on the bright sight im happy cause get to hang out with friends till late night but on the dark sight,was mostly hoping he was there so i would even enjoy.But its okay maybe there will be another time right?Things happen for certain reasons and ill have to take it in a positive way.

here it ends till i blog again,
XOXO,
ASHA <3

100 truths about me!

2009-06-27T21:59:00.000-07:00

WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage: iced tea
2. Last phone call: nashriq
3. Last text message: alesha
4. Last song you listened to:butterfly-miley cyrus
5. Last time you cried: yesterday,when i found out he wasnt coming =(

HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice: ermm
7. Been cheated on: yes
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: havent got my first kiss yet loves lol
9. Lost someone special: yeah and i miss him
10. Been depressed: yeap
11. Been drunk and threw up: dont drink :)

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:
12. black
13. white
14. blue

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)
15. Made a new friend: definately
16. Fallen out of love: found and lost
17. Laughed until you cried: yes.
18. Met someone who changed you: not yet i think.
19. Found out who your true friends were: yeah.
20. Found out someone was talking about you: yes.
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: nohh XD
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: most of them.
23. How many kids do you want?: 2,3 or 4 (:
24. Do you have any pets?: NEVER!
25. Do you want to change your name: nope :P
27. What time did you wake up today: around 9 Am? lol
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: was in pavillion with friends for movie ;)
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: saturday!
30. Last time you saw your Mother: like 2 seconds ago.
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: maybe the things that ive regret doing when i was young.(personal)
32. What are you listening to right now: one and the same- selena gomez and demi lavato <3
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom:like myspace's owner?haha
34. What's getting on your nerves right now: he's not replying my text!ughh
35. Most visited webpage: facebook & youtube.
36. Whats your real name: Zalikha Arisha Zulkifli (:
37. Nicknames: asha,ika,sha,z
38. Relationship Status: single mingle pringles babey
39. Zodiac sign: pieces
40. Male or female?: im not girl, not yet a women XD
41. Primary School?:SRI GARDEN
42. Secondary School?: SMK SBU
43. High school/college?: soon,mutiara international and not decide lol :O
44. Hair colour: brownish black
45. Long or short: long :D
46. Height: =)
47. Do you have a crush on someone?: MAJOR!
48: What do you like about yourself?: easygoing with anyone i guess?
49. Piercings:NADA!
50. Tattoos: nahh, they only look good on guys x)
51. Righty or lefty: lefty heeee
52. First surgery: do i look like a doctor to you? XD
53. First piercing: ears
54. First best friend: ALESHA NAZRIN!
55. First sport you joined: swimming
56. First vacation: cant recall
58. First pair of trainers:ermm
59. Eating: nothing x)
60. Drinking: water.
61. I'm about to: peee
62. Listening to: one and the same- selena gomez and demi lavato.
63. Waiting on: someone's reply
64. Want kids?: i cant wait to be a mummy xD
65. Get Married?: thats a long way to go (:
66. Career?: havent permanantly decided but maybe a business woman?

WHICH IS BETTER (for opposite gender) :
67. Lips or eyes: eyes.
68. Hugs or kisses: Hugs
69. Shorter or taller: Taller
70. Older or Younger: Olderr
71. Romantic or spontaneous: Romantic AND spontaneous lol
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: Both (:!
73. Sensitive or loud: a little bit of both :D
74. Hook-up or relationship: Relationship laaa ^^
75. Trouble maker or hesitant: rebel is the way to go <3 HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger: eww no he could have rabies :(
77. Drank hard liquor: never.... lol
78. Lost glasses/contacts: so far neh
79. Sex on first date: eww thats crossing the linee dudee ><
80. Broken someone's heart: i hope not :S
82. Been arrested: hehe no lol
83. Turned someone down: im sorry :(
84. Cried when someone died: who wouldnt?
85. Fallen for a friend?: ehemm... hmmm.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: course. lol
87. Miracles: i believe in miracles (:
88. Love at first sight: yeaaa.
89. Heaven: yeaa
90. Santa Claus: some dude on a freaking sled? no i dont think so x)
91. Kiss on the first date: maybee.
92. Angels: yeah lol

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: im loyal kays? (:
95. Did you sing today?: yeah
96. Ever cheated on somebody?: no. good girl maa :)
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?: form 3!!!!!!
98. If you could pick a day relive it, what would it be?: the day that i screwed up the most
99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: hmm.
100. Posting this as 100 truths?: yeah? lol

Crazier

2009-06-23T09:40:00.000-07:00

I'd never gone with the wind
just let it flow
let it take me where it wants to go
till you open the door
there's so much more
I'd never seen it before
i was trying to fly but i couldn't find wings
but you came along and you changed everything
you lift my feet off the ground
you spin me around
you make me crazier, crazier
feels like I'm falling and i
I'm lost in your eyes
you make me crazier, crazier, crazier
i watched from a distance as you
made life your own
every sky was your own kind of blue
and i wanted to know
how that would feel
and you made it so real
you showed me something that i couldn't see
you opened my eyes and you made me believe
you lift my feet off the ground
you spin me around
you make me crazier, crazier
feels like I'm falling and i
I'm lost in your eyes
you make me crazier, crazier, crazier
baby you showed me what living is for
i don't wanna hide anymooorreee
you lift my feet off the ground
you spin me around
you make me crazier, crazier
feels like I'm falling and i
I'm lost in your eyes
you make me crazier, crazier, crazier

xoxo

ASHA

drag me to hell

2009-06-21T09:02:00.000-07:00

hey babes!

new updates for this month

-firstly,al's birthday(2nd june)/ana's birthday(17th june)/kak long's birthday(29th june)
-kak long's engagement(4th july) cant waittt!
-kak ila is coming back from egypt;im thrilled!cant wait to meet and get new updates from her =)
-exam results SUCKS!
-preparation for new school (MUTIARA INTERNATIONAL GRAMMAR SCHOOL)
-our FOURSOME friendship is back to normal.we've discussed and talked everything went well after confessing.
-alesha's breakdown after what happened,in the process of healing
-izeri went to manchester for a week
-hamzah,nabil,nashriq,iskandar and azam went to CASTLE to shisha tak ajak for after exam celebration dah la cancled our date for badminton!
-TAZ being a jerk!hasnt been responding that much.IMISSHIM!
-For now,lastly,went out with nashriq and alesha for a movie on saturday,20th june;drag me to hell.damn i might get heart attack.as clearly seen,i was uneasy during the whole entire movie kept on closing my eyes with my handbag.Nashriq was so steady and barely closed his eyes.Sha just got shocked for certain scenes.Obviusly i was the worst of all.

until now,here we stop.
XOXO,
ASHA <3

PERFECTION

2009-06-02T08:13:00.000-07:00

Days pass by of me looking at him and i concluded that he's gorgeous.In my eyes,he's perfect.Everyone has different opinions but mine is PERFECT.Personality,looks,brains,mentality and protectiveness.All in one.I found my "it" guy.The guy.The one.I wonder what he thinks of me right now.I wish i could know what he was thinking about me .Being the stubborn person i am.I want what i want.When i saw him,i felt like going up to him and hugging him and never let him go no matter what but im afraid of facing the consequences.All i can do now is keep on dreaming with my fantasy.I can picture myself the way i want things i want it to be where no one can ever stop me.Plus,theres no limit needed.I will give it time.I understand and will always be.ILOVEYOU!

XOXO,
ASHA <3

SORRY FOR THE DELAY

2009-05-05T21:19:00.000-07:00

nashriq =)

nazrin =)

haaa... by the pictures,try guessing whats in the drink?its rediculously stinky you know.it contains 6 flavours of soft drinks,small pieces of tomatoes,sambal,onion and chili sauce.EWWW I KNOW!it all started when we were playing poker at pavillion,Carls Jr after watching movie,COMING SOON.They first started with french fries like for example they had to swallow 12 piece of french at a time and stuff it all into your mouth.Then 6 flavours of drinks,i KENA!But luckily Hamzah helped me out cause it was too much.According to Hamzah,it tasted like medicine haha.Then BUDAK PANDAI,IZERI, he came out with the idea of putting in small pieces of tomatoes,sambal,onion and chili sauce to go with the 6 flavours of soft drinks.Everyone were looking at us since our table were the loudest among all.First2,Nazrin kena...then Nashriq then at last Nazrin kena again.I kinda pity them but its the deal right.It was a fun day.Later we thought of going to CASTLE to shisha but then tak jadi =( its okay laa theres always next time right.Overall,i enjoyed and had a blast!

ASHA <3
xoxo

sweet sixteen's photos

2009-03-29T01:14:00.000-07:00

sorryy for the late post for the pictures pals.been busy with school work and iu preparation.
weelll..here it goes!

awesome friday night

2009-03-21T09:39:00.000-07:00

Yaw people!

Ill just make it short since I don't have much time.
Yesterday at this exact same time,I was still at hamzah's house swimming with alesha,nabil,azam and obviusly hamzah.
Actually we were supposed to play badminton at kde but then it ended up at hamzah's house since the court ate fully booked.
Technically his house its clearly seen that its enormously huge!
He got his own basketball and football area plus swimming pool!
We first played badmintion then basketball followed by football.then,after the tiredness we pushed each other into the pool.
I started by pushing nabil haha(sorry) :)
Lepas itu,we all had late night dinner or should I call it early breakfast?haha
We ate maggieee!!!haha excited laa sgt kan?the hamzah sent us back home around 12.30 am ;)
so I think thts what most likely happened yesterday.
Sorry can't do much editing and no pictures since my internet yang genius ni rosak,had to use phone instead!
Duggaaaannnn tidak mengapaa hahaa

Will write soon,
Daaaaammm
Asha :)

2009-03-07T18:21:00.000-08:00

Howdie howdie folks!

Wakey wakey!its a fresh Sunday morning!what to do?what to do?make plans and enjoy ur weekend!haha.As it is for me,theres only one two words for me to say.FINALLY SIXTEEN babeyh!

I have too many things to spill here so we'll go with the pictures first!haha.

A moment that could never wear off

2009-02-16T05:26:00.000-08:00

Its a long story actually but ill just make it short since my time is very limit.First of all,the toppest among at,the exact main reason of my happiness its about T.A!I finally got what i've always wanted.Thnks to my bestest friend of all,ALESHA!it has been the best gift of all sha.I dont freaking care about all those expensive gifts but this,nothing can ever top this.I keep staring and glancing at his photos and couldnt resist crying.It was just so precious.I've been thinking about it non stop.I couldnt concentrate on any other things.You make it real for me.I realized that it was worth of 6 freaking years of waiting.Though i know that its just a little fantasy of mine,but yet it meant a lot to me.The one ; your name could never fade away from my heart.

Aside from the main story,it was also fun staying back at school today.Alesha,Izeri,Darren,Nashriq & Me myself took the rest of the school day gossiping and playing ping pong.During the battle,for the first time sha and me had the guts to battle with guys.They were much more better than us but yet sha could actually beat them!haha.good one sha.It was nothing much though just that the main story made my day.One of the best moments.

Happily with love,
ASHA <3

14 February 2009

2009-02-14T05:21:00.000-08:00

Happy Valentine's Dayyy!Its a day to share your love with the ones you love.As for me myself,i spend the day with my beloved familia.Nothing else can compete with the love towards my family.My priority is family.

As for today,14 february 2009...valentine's day.I would say that its my beloved uncle,Allahyarham Hamzah bin Osman.Honestly its been such a long time without you around.I missed those days when you used to treat us full of love..all of us.

You never complained no matter how much it burdens you.You are willingly to sacrifice yourself for your family.You brought the family together and even closer day by day.I remembered when we used to do gatherings,your laughter,i missed that the most.You've shown me the right thingsto do.You believed in me.You supported me no matter what happens.You've given me the confidence in life and to never give up in life.I took your advices for life.Losing you,its like losing the biggest hope in life.The moment i found out that you've left me,my heart dropped.But,all of us here,continued our life the way you've always wanted.I really do hope everything i do in life is the way you wanted it to be.You will always be in one of the space in my heart and i hope it will always last.I know you will be watcing and guiding us from where you are now.

Just so you know,I REALLY REALLY MISS YOU.I LOVE YOU.

dedicating the song by miley cyrus; i miss you.

With love,
Asha

1st week of JANUARY 2009!

2009-01-09T18:35:00.000-08:00

Heyyoooo!(country accent)

WAH,its been a week since i came back from USA.DAMN felt like its been more than that.But,today's block is not gonna be about the trip since im out of ideas for typing from A-Z?so lets just cut it out..

Firstly,i hope its not too late for me to wish HAPYY NEWW YEARR!!This year,my new resolution are:

-more talking less texting
-try to be a "nicer" person
-let things be the way they are and wont try come between them
-be a better friend and to work harder in school?haha
-put the past as the past
-eat HEALTHY,exercise MORE!HAHA ;)
-DONT try too hard to find the "one" the best to stay the way it is.
-pray hard that im on the right pathway and hoping the future is gonna be the way i want it to
-the IMPORTANTEEEE ; learn to drive a carrrrrrrrr!!!!!!!!!!=)
-AND last but not leastttttt,celebrating my SWEETT 16 yippiiee

these are just temporary,ill update more later!haha

seee yaaaahhhhh,
xoxo asha

RANDOMNESS!

2008-12-14T06:57:00.000-08:00

Would you be surprised if one of your good friends confessed their love to you?
definatelyy

Ever have a sleepover with the opposite sex?
no

Person you miss?
friendssssssss alottt!

What was the last song you listened to?
circus-britneyyy spears

Have you ever been in a perfect relationship?
neh,not till i turn 21?cehh haha

Have you cried today?
No

What do you do when you have a bad day?
look at the sky.

Do you ever turn off your cellphone?
yes when got pissed!

Have you heard a song that reminds you of anyone?
like duh!

Do you say sorry first?
Depends

Do you want to tell someone how you feel?
not anymore.

What is irritating you right now?
internet slow.haha

Where did you last sleep other than your house?
hotel?

Are you a forgiving person?
err,depends

Are you listening to music right now?
yea.

Do you wish you never dated someone you dated?
noopee

Where was the last house you went besides your house?
cant recalll

When is the last time you ate peanut butter and jelly?
last weekk i guess?

What are your plans tomorrow?
out with nabil =)

Something you really want right now?
meet my favourite idols!

Do you think you've changed over the past year?
YES A LOTT!

Are you currently looking forward to anything?
trip to FLORIDA haha ;)

Who is the last person to send you a message on myspace?Message?
dont bother the mgs

Are you jealous of anyone right now?
frankly speaking,yes.

Do you love anyone?
yeah i do ;)

What kind of mood are you in?
just fine?

Last time you were in the same bed as someone?
sisters;isha n zara!

What's the best part about being single?
not controled by anyone?

Are you taken/single?
SINGLE laa.haha

Ever had your heartbroken?
Yeap =(

Who do you trust the most in your life?
family,bestfriends. (:

Who has hurt you the most?
only for me to know.hmm.

Ever been told someone loved you?
Yea

Do you believe that it is best to have a friendship first then love?
Yea :)

Are you happy at the moment?
for now,yea (:

Had your heart broken lately?
yea

What was the first thing you did when you woke up this morning?
mandi,out to pavi,makan and makan n makann!haha

Do you get emotional easily?
ALOT.most of the times

What are you excited about?
tripppp =)

Do you wear your seat belt in the car?
nooohh,dorkyy haha

Will you talk to someone on the phone tonight?
yeah like always,ridzuan!he's the late night talker!haha

What time was it two hours ago?
9.07 pm?

What were you doing then?
maakkann yummm

Are your fingernails painted?
no

What was the last thing you ate?
kentuckyy!

Where was the last place you went?
pavillion

Who was your last missed call?
umm,nabil

What were you doing at 8:00 this morning?
tidokk lah

Are you a jealous person?
kindaa

Are you tired right now?
abit.

Three days from now will you be in a relationship?
like duh,no

Have you ever liked somebody and never told them?
yeah ive been doing tht all this while?haha

Do certain songs make you cry?
yea when it reminds me of someone.

Do you wish you could see somebody right this second?
yea

When was the last time you really laughed?
when im with my cousins.=)))))))

What are you listening to right now?
isha n zara singinggg.lalalalalalalalala

Are you trying to avoid liking somebody at the moment?
maybe?

Do you have nice eyes?
NOTT

Would you do anything to have someone back in your life?
nope.

Is there a person of the opposite sex who means a lot to you?
a lot.(close friends)

How has this week been?
normal.

How important is trust?
very important.

Who are you waiting for?
nobody.

Last time you talked to someone out loud?
i think zara,i yelled!haha

Happy The New Feast(raya korban)

2008-12-09T04:09:00.000-08:00

Muslims!!Selamat Hari Raya Korban yeah!My raya was just 50-50!Apprently i was supposed to go back to my hometown(melakaaa!!) but called off at the last minute as my mother's family are coming to our house for raya.Its okayh though the environment wasnt the same in melaka.Seriusly i desire strongly the gathering we used to have among cousins.Now,its like every and each one of us are heading for out respective future.Im happy for those who are on the right pathway for their success and i hope one day ill grow up in a good condition.I missed the laughters we had together aww haha.So back to the raya day,everything went fine.They arrived at noon and had lunch together and as always chit chat lah haha!Again photography session as usual is a MUST!In the evening i took ride off with adriana roslan(ana,the beloved cousin!) she drove me to my prince charming's house.I was like screaming out loud and she was trying to chill me down.Later,we watched movie,a scary movie SHUTTER for exact!DAMN sampai termimpi-mimpi kot.My hands were on my face from the start till the end of the movie.Dah lah at night we all gathered aroundd in the guess room and citer-citer hantu in the dark kot.Serius i couldnt sleep!Hope it wont last in my head that long or not ill have difficulties!haha.The day ended fine but just the ghost stories and stuffs freaks me out!So,these are several pics ill like to share with you all.

Peace out!
Muahs <3 style="text-decoration: underline;">

I call it HECTIC DAY!

2008-12-04T07:04:00.000-08:00

I woke up around 8 am?Like the hell?Slept dah la at 3.30 am but woke up early ? Well its my fault for sleeping real late.I was on the phone =)I tried to continue dreaming but it couldnt work.So i got off the bed and straight away looked for AL(Alissa) which is the first thing ill do every morning.I gave her the usual morning kiss and like duh,to the kitchen it is.Then mama told me,"Lets go teman me to Sungai wang(the last place i would ever wanna go),GE mall, ampg point and few other places.I was like danngg i want to but having the p.m.s thingi,though i couldnt reject as she did asked me in a nice way?So after bathing we took off to sungai wang to settle few stuffs.The best part was were were lost and stucked as if we're the foreigner and dont know where to go?So we randomly asked a girl from a stall ,"Can we ask,where are we exactly?We're actually heading to _____ but dont know where the hell is it" then she gave us the 'look' as if its so weird?We ignored the very stucked up face.We continued searching and searching and searching and poooffs!We found it.After mama settled her "stuffs" we headed off to GE mall to buy the groceries.The sad part was i had to help her with the heavy trolleys.She did spend alot though.Then we went to Ampg Point(yuckkss) ! I was pissed off cause after weeks waiting for hsm3 dvd to finally be in stores,and its like not clear at all!the sounds system was pure TERRIBLE!I was like shit doh wasted my money for this shit?But im planning to go ask for refund and i guarentee they'll accept it hello,its me?haha.Okayh then we were stucked in hectic traffic jam like 1 hour?Pakdin start mumling and same goes to mama.Me and Al played and try to annoy mama with the loud laughters.It did worked!We arrived like about 8.30?Papa was home by tht time.He was like these ladies kan..aduii ahah.So this is the long long long pointless story for today!Got go to as mama keeps on begging me for my precious lappy toppy[laptop ;)] catch with you guys soon with more updates muahs

xoxo,
ASHA ;)

TWILIGHT!

2008-11-30T07:31:00.001-08:00

Twilight

Twilight ! One of my favorite movies now . Edward Cullen is so hot, how I wish I'm gonna have a boyfriend like him ?
I wanna a guy that will treat me the way Edward treat Bella . Dayumnn, but then its kinda impossible to find that kind of guy here hahahaha . Whatever it is, I'm still young so yeah theres still a loooong wayy to go :D Oh great ! Now I can't stop thinking about Edward . Sighhhh -.- Jealous of Bella ! hahahaa

School skippers :)

2008-11-05T01:41:00.000-08:00

Can you see the first picture at the top?Guess whats that?Its just a some silly stuffs that jay,alesha and me did as we were hanging out at jay's crib.We plan to skip school together so we could hang out so this is it.We went there around 1 and left around 8.I took a ride to jay's house with sha's mom.And i gave her a ride home.So its called car pooling right?haha im crapping.Lets just get straight to the story.When we arrived,as usual jay just got off the bathroom.Then she taught us how to cook spagetthi and it was awesome cause we put some ingredients which are not needed weird huh?Then we ate while watching GOSSIP GIRL SEASON 2!OMG I KNOW!haha mostly there were major kissing and sexual parts.We had to foward it as jay's siblings were there.But its okayh i'll always go though the net rite?(being naughty)Later we had a confessing and boy bashing session.Only the three of us knew whts it was like.Its like all in one (crying + pissed off + mad + upset and all) Technically when everything is mixed up together there will be some controversi between each other.But everything was going well as planned.So we talked while eating the vanilla ice cream that sha bought and drank it with coke.YUMMY!Then we lepak n lepak n lepak till the clock ticks at 7.45.Me and sha had to leave as pakdin was already infront of the house with isha to pick us up.Jay had a family dinner too so it ws just the right timing for us to leave.But,before we left someting happened.It was raining heavily and jay lend us two umbrella one for me one for sha.The one that sha was holding was in white in colour.It tht umbrella there was this creature that i reallyreallyreallyy afraid/fobia of which is LIZARD!OMFG!I screamed like hell and just ran thorugh the rain that being stucked there with the creature.Jay and sha kept on laughing at me.I just igonored cause i knw lizard is what im fear of.Sha told isha what happenned and continuied to laugh,oh THANKS!So we droppef sha off and went back.Isha had to study cause its her final exam week hahahah.its over for me but still nervous for the result.I guess this is the ending of my crappy story.I'll keep you update sooner or later.Catch up with u guys later,daaa!

xoxo,
asha <33

TIRING DAY ;)

2008-11-02T04:54:00.000-08:00

Hey guys.trying to keep u update with my daily routine.So,its been a very long day as i slept at 4 am yesterday.Its because been doing webcam chatting with nazrin.FUN DOH!but the dark sight is i had to wake up early as there's this run for charity in school.AHHHHH TIRING!!btw,the picture here its where my eyes are like 1 cm opened.LOOK AT THE PIC ABOVE :)

HSM 3 ADDICT!

2008-11-01T03:52:00.000-07:00

Im currently addicted to HSM 3!Im not afraid or ashamed to admit that.The songs,the movie,the story line its just way way too awesome in every language.Truthly,i listen to the songs everyday!Upload vids everyday!To be honest,i even CRIED watching the movie.The part where troy had to seperate with gabriella when she got offer to other school.Every and each single part of the movie is my favourite part!WEIRDO I KNOW!As you know my all long time idol is ASHLEY TISDALE,she's got an attitude in tht movie.I just adore the way she grooves in the movie.So these are the pics tht i wanna share with u peeps , enjoy ;)

Happy Haloweennnnn!!=)

2008-11-01T00:53:00.000-07:00

Hey people.As you know yesterday was haloween day rite.So did you guys went out to celebrate it?Apperently i did!I celebrated haloween day in MIGS(Mutiara International Grammar School) & Izelea's house.MIGS's celebration was awesome.They had a haunted house before the party started.The decorations was terrific too!I went for the junior's party as my sis,Zara is in that school.She dressed up like a witch.But the bad thing is she didnt wanna wear any make up so she didnt look scary at all.Actually she was sleepy as she just woke up from her evening sleep.Before we left,there were a bunch of kids infront of my house with their respective costumes with the pumkin bucket preparing for a mini-parade.They looked really2 cute plus scary too haha.The best thing is they're all white peope so imagine them with costumes and "scary" make ups(adorable).There were few vans selling haloween stuffs but i didnt get any chnce to hang up with them cause had to accompany my sis to her school party.So we headed to MIGS and Zara rushed to enter the parade.The kids were soooo sporting.None of them cried or refused to join the activities.Later they had few games and challenges.After half an hour my bestie,from MIGS,SHIYIN came to me.She was a vampire with bushy hair!hahaaa.We hang out together and she introduced me to some of her friends,cool white dudes.After the party ended,we left MIGS went to ize's raya+haloween celebration two in one.cool huh?We ate and ate and ate till full,and went back.(rude huh?)haha no laa we chit chat then went back.When we arrived home,without bothering others,i straight away jumped on the bed and went slept like nobody's bisnes!So thts how the story ends lamee i know.haha

love,
asha xoxo

First blog

2008-10-24T00:24:00.000-07:00

Hey people.

Well to be honest its my first blog ever.Ive read soo many blogs but i dont my own.So for the first blog,let me introduce myself to all.First of all,i was named Zalikha Arisha bt Zulkifli.Im 15 years old still schooling,in SMK Seri Bintang Utara.Thts the only main things i tell about my self.Im very open minded.I do social alot though.I dont care how are people's perception towards me.Though i know most of them are negatives,i dont give a SHIT!Secondly,IM SINGLE!But im happy with it.Cause you know why?I dont need someone special to make me happy,i can be extremely happier alone.Sometimes you need to step outside, clear your head and remind yourself of who you are. And where you wanna be. And sometimes you have to venture outside your world in order to find yourself. As for me, I'm happy right where I am.Im an addictive person.Im not a hot material kinda girl.Im average with a normal human being's life.Before judging,look through the mirror first.I dont judge a book by its cover.Im not the type of girl who wants to create history.Forget the past,replace it with the new.After all, I’m agnostic and of unspectacular normality & I don’t wish for more memories full of nostalgia and regret.

Love,
Asha <33
peace =]